Monday, January 24, 2011

spontaneous loss

Tell me
tell me how to feel
should I cry
should I laugh
should I just sit silently and watch
as life goes by
like a parade on the first day of winter
when everything is thinking
of the cold to come
and mourning the loss of warmth

tell me
tell me how to act
should I clap
should I cover my eyes
should I just sit silently and watch
as the world turns darker
with every violent act

tell me
tell me how to be
should I be happy
should I be sad
should I cower in fear while you decide
your hand raised
to pat me on the back
or smack me across the room
again

tell me
tell me please
for I lost my spontaneity
the day the sky fell in
and the world went cold
that first day
I needed to be told
because even though it did
the sun never rose

2 comments:

  1. (i have realised i start nearly all my comments with 'oh man' so will refrain this time - it's just how they hit me...)

    "your hand raised
    to pat me on the back
    or smack me across the room
    again"

    this smacked me across the room

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